its been a long time since i have updated cause i am kinda busy with school starting and all. must say i am kinda enjoying schooling life though exams and final year project do stress me out. i have not been responding to msges and phone calls cause i am not in the right frame of mind. i have been sleep only 5 hours each night for more then 1 week already. to top that off, when i sleep, i aint sleeping at a restful state. so technically, its not a full 5 hours of restful sleep. i believe all these are partially due to the high content of caffine in my hydroxycut. vicious cycle to the max.
not enough sleep(due to caffine + my depression) ==> bad mood and bad judgements ==> more depressed and stressed up causeing me to ==> feel depressed and cant sleep.(cycle repeats itself)
All those "bad" happenings aside, i have to say i carried on with my gym. gotten to know MarklingDuckling and NeoNelson abit. we played quite a lot of matches from LoL(league of legends) and you would be surpised how much gaming brings people together and reveals one true personality(for those ignorant non-gamers).
side note, if you are gonna play LoL after reading this, please atleast put me as referral ok? hahaha my ign(in-game-nick(for the benefit of non-gamers again)) is fraser
Markling is a cute guy that doesnt mean what he say, but somehow i feel he aint being himself most of the time. i can feel that he holds some reservation. part of himself is like hidden. well, call me overly sensitive but this is just my few pennies worth.
NeoNelson is a cool and secure guy. by secure i mean he knows his standard, he knows himself pretty well and he holds himself well as well. i can tell he misses his family back at Myanmar but if you are reading this now Neo, take heart that we will be there for you if you need someone.
haha enough of writing, ima get my dinner and sleep. tomorrow's gonna be an early day. see you guys soon.
