HIHI

its been a long time since i have updated cause i am kinda busy with school starting and all. must say i am kinda enjoying schooling life though exams and final year project do stress me out. i have not been responding to msges and phone calls cause i am not in the right frame of mind. i have been sleep only 5 hours each night for more then 1 week already. to top that off, when i sleep, i aint sleeping at a restful state. so technically, its not a full 5 hours of restful sleep. i believe all these are partially due to the high content of caffine in my hydroxycut. vicious cycle to the max.

not enough sleep(due to caffine + my depression) ==> bad mood and bad judgements ==> more depressed and stressed up causeing me to ==> feel depressed and cant sleep.(cycle repeats itself)

All those "bad" happenings aside, i have to say i carried on with my gym. gotten to know MarklingDuckling and NeoNelson abit. we played quite a lot of matches from LoL(league of legends) and you would be surpised how much gaming brings people together and reveals one true personality(for those ignorant non-gamers).
side note, if you are gonna play LoL after reading this, please atleast put me as referral ok? hahaha my ign(in-game-nick(for the benefit of non-gamers again)) is fraser

Markling is a cute guy that doesnt mean what he say, but somehow i feel he aint being himself most of the time. i can feel that he holds some reservation. part of himself is like hidden. well, call me overly sensitive but this is just my few pennies worth.

NeoNelson is a cool and secure guy. by secure i mean he knows his standard, he knows himself pretty well and he holds himself well as well. i can tell he misses his family back at Myanmar but if you are reading this now Neo, take heart that we will be there for you if you need someone.

haha enough of writing, ima get my dinner and sleep. tomorrow's gonna be an early day. see you guys soon.

hihi

oh my tian, i am so darn tired siol... went to gym and then to class... boring ass class... today gym sucks to the core cause i no strength do anything leh... haiz, hopefully the next gym session would be better.

The long awaited Crystal Jade Buffet (holland v)

Crystal Jade Steamboat Buffet. My first and last meal of the day. So hungry that i wanna puke coz saving space for this buffet and when i left, i too felt like puking but this time it's cause i was way too full. Ate from 10pm to 12.10am. erm it was nice but i think a bit expensive. $22/person.

Had fun with the company of five, Deryk aka kebab, Estee aka Es.Tee.Dee, Cass aka Porn*, Kly aka grandpa and lastly Lynn aka pong pong tree. Tired to the max after a long day and many sleepless night caused by the caffine in hydroxycut.

Hope my results(diploma term 1) come out soon. i wanna see it!!!!

btw, i lost one of my dear churchmate, bao xin. he left us and is now with my Lord, Jesus. i am glad God took him because he was suffering so much. if i were him, i would just killed myself, well, most probably. he lost his leg due to diabetes. he vomited blood and he said he saw Jesus before he died. he didnt even know he was dying and he requested to be discharged from the hospital to be at the comfort of his own house. it's such a mixed feeling, sad that he left but happy that he will no longer suffer. i have to admit i didnt talk to him much but everytime i see him, i will talk to him a little. he's a nice guy. =) i hope his family is coping well and standing strong.

take heart for he is with the Lord now. <3

ok time to catch up on my sleep. update soon.

bi-based soup, sichuan and pork rips with corn.

shi min and yen mei

yen mei and her typical pose.

this is much better. yen mei and grands.

what's new with Deryk?

yen mei ate 15 of these

Estee and the kebab

Grands actually looks pretty in this picture and its the shadow on my neck.

steamboat!!!!!! Kebab ate too much balls that night.

Forgive me for the poor photo quality; it was taken in a room that wasnt really well lit up and it was taken by my iphone 4.

post-TDMC paper relaxation.

went out with my besties, Deryk yang, Estee yang, grandpa kly ang and grandma lynn ang. had koi ice-cream milk tea with pearl. Cass only joined us for ikea dinner. i have to say the paper was alright. passable but no A i am pretty sure, most likely B>. so glad i am left with one paper, TPSW(techniques of professional speaking and writing.)

cant wait to go Holland V. eat crystal jade buffet. hehehehe.

just came back from malaysia(desaru)

Me =)

so many things happened. many more reasons for me to hate family gatherings. well aleast now i know what to expect from my extended family members. if i ever wanna go overseas again, it would only be solely with joan's family and aaron's family. anymore is too much for me to tank. and not forgetting, i will not attend family reunion with extended family member ever again too. i know that family would be the only thing that will support me no matter what at the end of the day but i have given up on family, i dare not trust my friends and i have lost faith in religion. i am so lonely in my own world. well atleast i have a faithful iphone 4 to accompany me through the lonely nights. only it knows my tears and my pain.

just finished my social behaviour studies on today and chance of me getting A 20%, B 40%, C 20%, D 20%, Fail 0%!!!! only studied 2 days for it but i am quite fortunate that i managed to cover most topic that came out for exam. next would be the dynamics of mass communications(tdmc). studying later with Deryk. awww so sweet just me and him LOL kidding estee and kly not free bo bian =(

First post =D

I have lost 2 of my most beloved things in my life. My Faith and my sister. well, when i say lost i dont mean they died. haha. it's just i left church and i broke ties with my sisters.


church is rather a personal reason why i left. as for my sister, we broke ties because i felt that i was always the one loving her and doing things for her. i am not even asking her to reciprocate. as long as she stops rejecting my small little gestures of love for her, i would be totally fine. like if i rested on her shoulder, she would get angry and tells me off sometimes. its small little things like this that hurts me when i think about it. i've had enough. she says that she appreciates me but she just pray in her room and fast for me. if you love someone, you wanna make them happy, not stay in your own room and show yourself how much u appreciate them. i am tired. i dont wanna fight for worthless things.

anyways, i just finished my hmc exams today and i left really good about it because i studied quite a bit for it. i guess hardwork pays. alright ima play some games now. =D


Fraser Ben